bad week

sorry no posts for week... it was a bad week...  i started my period and ate whatever the hell i felt like for the few days before, and with bloating, i felt so horrible, so disgusting, so fat... at one point i was back up to 117.6 lbs....  but on a better note, somehow miraculously after a day of just coffee and water this morning I weighed in at 115.4 lbs!!   so good to know that after a good fast i can bounce back to where I need to be.  but then it just make me angry to think where i'd be if I hadnt screwed up and ate all that junk... :-(