I Can Do This! I Will Do This!

So Day 1 went extremely well.  I had my one sugar free red bull, then I surprisingly didn't get hungry for a long while after that.  I ate my strawberry yogurt.  and then had 3 wheat thins with a little bit of hummus. Pretty sure that's below 150.   At 10 cal, 70 cal, and prob about 50 cal.  So that would be about 130 cal.  Woo hoo!

I'm pretty sure the Red Bull is going to be the key to success.  Only 10 cals and lots of energy! :D

I'm hoping I do as well today.  I Can Do It!  Its just 10 Days,  its not like a month or 50 days.  Its only 10 days.  I need to be strong.   On the up side, now its only 9 days!  

@ Jane Pansy ~ I'm so proud of you!  Congrats on getting down to 111.4lbs!  That's awesome.  Hope to be down there some day with ya and be super skinny as well! :D

End of 1st 10 Day Challenge, Start of the Next!

So, didn't get down to 129.9 lbs after 10 days.  But thats ok.  I went from 133.8 lbs to 131.2 lbs, so thats 2.6 lbs in 10 days.  I consider that pretty awesome, considering I didn't really do well at all.  I've decided that points system doesn't work for me.  Because I can anywhere from 0 to 1000 calories, and still get points.  If I wanna lose weight, I need something more restrictive so that I am actually keeping count of calories much closer.  So this next 10 days I am going to try Jane Pansy's version of the 10 Day Challenge.   Which is

Breakfast = Sugar Free Red Bull - 10 cal

Lunch = Yogurt (I am eating Activa Light) - 70 cal

Dinner = Veggies - no more than 70 cal

So that the total for the day is 150 cal or less!

Hopefully this gets to me 129.9 lbs by the end of the 10 days, so that I can make it to 125.4 lbs by the end of Sept!  

I will be weighing more often now too, I think not checking it every day hurt me too, if I had seen that I wasn't loosing much I prob wouldve eaten less.

I just really want to get o 129.9 lbs so I can get my new phone!!!!

And get to 125.4 lbs by Sept 1st, because I'm going to Chicago that weekend with my mom for a wedding and would love to go on my $100 Shopping Spree there!!

Wish me luck! I'll keep ya posted!  

Thanks again to Jane Pansy for the new 10 Day challenge! :D

10 Day Challenge - Recap (Days 2-5)

So I am getting really bad about updating my blog.  Anytime I have any kind of slip up I feel horrible and ashamed, and don't want to post because I don't want to let anyone down.   That being said, the last few days were pretty busy.  I've been working alot of Overtime, like 50 - 60 hrs a week.  And I've only had one day off the past few days, which was Sunday.  Luckily I have a thinspo journal that I've been keeping track of my 10 day challenge with.  So here is a quick recap of the last few days!

Day 2 - Friday

Way over on calories, I was stressed - 0 pts

Water intake - 1.5L - 10 pts

Exercise - 0 min - 0 pts

Sleep - 8 hours - 20 pts

Total = 30 pts

Day 3 - Saturday

Another work day, craziness, went over 1000 cal :( - 0 pts

Water intake - 1.25L - 10 pts

Exercise - 0 min - 0 pts

Sleep - 8 hours - 20 pts

Total = 30 pts

Day 4 - Sunday

This was my only day off.  Went boating on the river with friends.  No food, just 7 beers = 693 cal - 10 pts

Water intake - 2 L - 20 pts

Exercise - was out in water swimming for hours, so I am counting at least 30 mins - 10 pts

Sleep - 6 hours - 10 pts

Total - 50 pts

Day 5 - Monday

Back to work and again over on cals - 0 pts

Water intake - 1 L - 0 pts

Exercise - 0 pts

Sleep - 10 hours - 20 pts

Total = 20 pts

I think that brings my total to 170 of  400 pts.  Not all the great, but still progress, right?!

I am going to hopefully FAST today and just drink lots of water.  And I'm pretty sure my overeating had a lil to do with hormones.  Lol

I'll update you all tomorrow! :D I just hope all this overeating, hasn't screwed me up too much.  Please, please, let the Scale say 129.9 lbs or less on Sunday Morning!

And to Tiny  Intentions - We Can Do This!   125 lbs here we come! :D

10 Day Challenge - Day 1

So I didn't do as well as I wanted, but I didn't completely screw it up, I still earned some points for the day!

Caloric intake = strawberry muffins ~ 425, subway 6" BMT ~ 450 = 875 total calories = 10 pts

Water = 1.25 L = 10 pts

Excerise = 0 = 0 pts oops!

Sleep = 9 hours = 20 pts

Total pts for today = 40 pts!

I plan on doing better tonight! I def ate way too much and I need to work in exercise somehow.

Oh, and I'm not weighing myself until the end of the 10 days!  Hoping this works to my advantage.  I've never gone more than 2 days without weighing myself, this may be the hardest part.  I just hope my Day 10 weigh in is at least 129.9 lbs!  That would be my first goal on my stats page! :D and a new phone! :D

The 10 Day Challenge

ugh!  I am so tired of trying to do 50 days of a diet, and failing everytime!  :(  it sucks.  I always tell myself, each time I start that THIS time WILL be DIFFERENT.  Yeah, right?! Who am I kidding?!  So upon looking at thinspiration and trying to get myself re-motivated I stumbled across this 10-day challenge:

*courtesy of http://tinyintentions.blogspot.com

so the next 10 days, I am going to try this and see how well I score.  Any of my followers wanna try with me that would be awesome! I could use the support!!

Day 14

Day 14 - 350 cal

I did it! I am back on track!  

I had some chocolate sugar free pudding - 50

and a lean gorment chicken club - 290

grand total = 340 cal! 

i got on the scale and had lost a lil more weight.  I'm slowly getting there, but hey I'll take any progress.  

just follow my stats page and lil slim ticker for my progress! :D

Day10, Day 11, Day 12, Day 13

OMG, I feel like such a failure, Such a fat cow.  Such a loser.  What happened to my will power?!  :(

So here's how it all went down.

Day 10 - Fast Day  Thurs

I totally made it this day.  Hooray (but not for long)  I had plenty of distraction time and sleep time.  I worked off Thursday morning, so I didn't get home until 8am,  I went to bed and slept until 5pm, then went and had a pedi for a wedding on Sat. and Then came back home and napped for a lil bit, and then went to see the new Harry Potter in 3D at midnight!  The movie was amazing, and I was able to only drink water this day! I was feeling good about things.

Day 11 - 250 Cal - Fri

Well we took our boat out today and I was only going to have 2 1/2 beers.  Bud select at 99 cal a piece wouldve been right at 250cal.  But after boating, the whole crew decided to stop for mexican food.  And how can you turn down mexican food when youve been out on the river drinking?!  I was doomed.   So there's how I blew that day. :(

Day 12 - 200 cal - Sat

We had a wedding to attend this night, of some very close friends.  Need I say more?  A flipping wedding is horrible on a diet.  A buffet of delicious foods, moist perfect chocolate wedding cake, and endless supply of free booze.  Wow, when I woke up the next morning I was so ashamed, what a worthless huge fat cow!  I knew by looking in the mirror that I had ruined my weight loss.  And was dreading weighing in.

Day 13 - 400 cal - Sun

I took the plunge and stepped on the scale.  :(  It said 134.2 lbs!  I'm back to only a 2 lb weight loss.  This is horrible.   So today, feeling majorly depressed I just couldn't completely fast, I need some comfort from food :( .  So I ate a hamburger when I visited my mom and dad.  I'm pretty such a plain homemade hamburger has 400 cal or less.   So I counted Sunday as a victory.  Hope this week I'll be able to get back on track.  I am soooo tired of being a huge fat cow!  I want to be skinny!

Day 8 & Day 9

So on Day 8 - 400 cal day

I did pretty well, went out to eat with my boyfriend at Olive Garden, and I had it mapped out, 2 bowls of minestrone soup @ 100 cal a piece, and a moscato  berry splash 190 cal.  that would've been 390 cal.  perfection.   until i decided I'd wait to have my soup for when his entree came out, and i caved at had a breadstick, and those at 150 cal a piece!!!   So I blew day 8.  Although I did squeeze in 30 min on the treadmill at work during break.

On Day 9 - 500 cal day

Was another work day, I had packed the perfect dinner/snacks for the day, but my co-workers all decided they wanted taco bell.  So I caved again, and got the $5 beefy box.  I felt sooo bloated afterwards, I haven't even looked up the calorie content in all that food, too scared.  But again I did do 30 minutes on the treadmill again.

Needless to say, I haven't stepped on the scale since Day 7!  I don't want to see the numbers!  So today I'm just drinking water, and tomorrow I'm going to try again to fast.  And then maybe by the time Sunday gets here I feel like stepping on the scale again.   

Day 7

Day 7 - 300 cal 

Well I got on the scale when I woke up, and it hadn't moved much, it actually moved the wrong direction! :(  I went from 128.8 to 129.0.  A gain of 0.2 lbs. :(   So instead of eating 300 cal today, I'm going to fast.  Lots and lots of water.  Please let me lose more weight tomorrow! 

SW: 136.2 lbs
CW: 129.0 lbs
GW: 113 lbs
TWL: 7.2 lbs
BMI: 20.5

Day 6

Day 6 - 200 cal 

sunday dinner with my family
so i had 1 piece of ham = 50 cal
salad no dressing = 35 cal
very very small brownie = prob 100 cal

grand total = 185 cal

now its off to work, night shift, time for 4L of water to keep me full! :D
did 30 min on treadmill at parents house, and will do 30 more min on treadmill on my lunch break at work.

SW: 136.2 lbs
CW: 128.8 lbs
GW: 113 lbs
TWL: 7.4 lbs
BMI: 20.5