OMG
, I feel like such a failure, Such a fat cow. Such a loser. What happened to my will power?! :(
So here's how it all went down.
Day 10 - Fast Day Thurs
I totally made it this day. Hooray (but not for long) I had plenty of distraction time and sleep time. I worked off Thursday morning, so I didn't get home until 8am, I went to bed and slept until 5pm, then went and had a pedi for a wedding on Sat. and Then came back home and napped for a lil bit, and then went to see the new Harry Potter in 3D at midnight! The movie was amazing, and I was able to only drink water this day! I was feeling good about things.
Day 11 - 250 Cal - Fri
Well we took our boat out today and I was only going to have 2 1/2 beers. Bud select at 99 cal a piece wouldve been right at 250cal. But after boating, the whole crew decided to stop for mexican food. And how can you turn down mexican food when youve been out on the river drinking?! I was doomed. So there's how I blew that day. :(
Day 12 - 200 cal - Sat
We had a wedding to attend this night, of some very close friends. Need I say more? A flipping wedding is horrible on a diet. A buffet of delicious foods, moist perfect chocolate wedding cake, and endless supply of free booze. Wow, when I woke up the next morning I was so ashamed, what a worthless huge fat cow! I knew by looking in the mirror that I had ruined my weight loss. And was dreading weighing in.
Day 13 - 400 cal - Sun
I took the plunge and stepped on the scale. :( It said 134.2 lbs! I'm back to only a 2 lb weight loss. This is horrible. So today, feeling majorly depressed I just couldn't completely fast, I need some comfort from food :( . So I ate a hamburger when I visited my mom and dad. I'm pretty such a plain homemade hamburger has 400 cal or less. So I counted Sunday as a victory. Hope this week I'll be able to get back on track. I am soooo tired of being a huge fat cow! I want to be skinny!