bummer

so it was a fluke... :-(  the past two days i've weighed in the same 118.2 lbs...  and i'm ok with that.   just as long as i make it back to 117.6 lbs on monday...  the SGD has been going very well.   if you have my fitness pal, you can follow my food diary here.  the password is "thinspo."  

starting SGD

so i'm starting SGD today....  and my weigh in was super exciting today, its a new low, and i couldn't be happier.  I just hope it wasn't a fluke!  117.6 lbs!!   what a relief, this is what i needed to keep me motivated. this means i am officially under weight, bmi 18.4!!! 400 calories today, im pretty sure i can keep to that.  today's post is short, got alot going on,  but i hope some of you join with me the next 30 days!

ugh... finally

so i really think fasting is IMPOSSIBLE for me!!  *sigh*  i did pretty good yesterday, until my husband wanted me to fix some dinner.  so i made him a chicken risotto and some asparagus for me.  so this stressed me out just a bit, having to eat, when I had made it almost all day with just water... so i also had a small glass of moscato with my dinner.  then later as we were watching tv i had a few pretzels... why am i so weak?!  but all in all, my total intake for the day was 224, so not too bad, right?

also, i wanted to say thank you for the support and encouraging words and thoughts.  you all are so awesome! :D  oh and get this, i had planned on fasting again today, but its not going to work out.  we are having dinner with his parents tonight.... so i have to eat.  blah.  but on to some good news, i weighed 118.8 lbs this morning!!  and its on to the Skinny Girl Diet tomorrow!  if any of you wanna weigh in tomorrow, I created a new tab SGD.  even if you started a couple days ago, still join, we can all support each other!

100% fasting... FAIL

well i tried... i really did...  yesterday i was going to fast 100%, just water, but it didn't work out.  a friend asked me to meet them for monday night drinks.  i couldnt say no?!  so i went and had two mich ultras... which isnt horrible b/c its all i had yesterday, oh a like 5 grapes.  but still a FAIL in my book.  so today is suppose to be just veggies and water, and since i F-ed it up yesterday, i am going to try to 100% fast again today.   surely i can do this at least for one day! soo look out water...

 

keepin in touch!

so you can e-mail me @ thinspirationloner@live.com  and add me on messenger and we can chat when we are online

or you can e-mail me you cell number and we can be texting buddies

i think the more ties of communication the more likely we are to succeed in our goals, and the less likely we are to slip up

i would love to be able to have a chat room, but i couldnt find any good ones... if you know of one let me know!

gains & losses

so today i weighed in at 120.6 lbs....  that's a gain from last monday, but i loss from yesterday.  i feel pretty bad about it.  everyone else so far lost weight this week.    grrrrrr.   o well, with this fasting thing i am trying the next few days, i WILL get there. I WILL!  today is a 100% fasting day!  hope i can stay strong.

 and i am thinking about starting the SGD on Thursday, which i think will work out well, since thursday is the 11th, the days will kinda match up, day 1 on 11, day 2 on 12, so it will be easy to keep up with what day i am on!   anyone wants to join along feel free!  let's do a day 1 weigh in, and then a day 31 weigh in... i'll even start a new tab if i get enough interest!  i think together we can make it through the 30 days SLIP UP free!! 

here goes nothing...

so the next 4 days i am trying something a little different.  

today, day 1, - i am going to try and pretty much fast, drink lots of water, and maybe a small glass or two of champagne or moscato.   we have a small bonfire to go to this evening, and i'll need to hold a cup of wine and sip on it once in a while, and hopefully no one notices.

monday, day 2 - fasting.... 100% hardcore... absolutely 0 calories for the day.... just water, diet beverages, coffee, etc, you get the idea.

tuesday, day 3 - just veggies & water...  salad, carrots, celery, etc. & only water, no diet sodas or any other beverages.

weds, day 4 - fasting again... 100% hardcore!

i am hoping to lose about 2 to 3 pounds by thursday morning.   i have to do something to get back on track!  anyone wanna join me?! 

todays weight = 121.2 lbs.  yuck!

yuck!!!

i've got a lil off here lately. :-(   I'm like 121? :-(  i'm suppose to be losing weight, wtf?  i feel soooo disgusting.   i really need more support.   i feel like i give into every temptation.  its pathetic.  i am disgusting.  and i am disgustingly fat.   HUGE.  it makes me sad, it makes me want to cry.... why am i sooo fat?!  its sooo not fair.... i just want to be skinny.  I just want to be beautiful...  i just want to not care about calories and food.... grrr....   10 pounds by the end of year.... 10 more pounds...

staying on track

119 lbs even...  slowly but surely...  so i joined a new challenge with some blogger buddies today.   no competition, just lots of support.   which i am going to need, with the holidays approaching, and amazingly delicious but horribly fattening foods everywhere! eek.   so my goal is to reach my goal weight of 110 lbs by the end of the year.   9 lbs in 14 weeks... thats like 0.7 lbs a week.  wouldn't that be amazing, 110 lbs.  i don't know what id do with myself!  the next numbers are just for me to keep an eye on my progress and make sure i stay on track and to show me where i should be at in order to reach my goal.  our weigh ins are every monday. so...

Oct 1st =  SW 119.0 lbs

Oct 8th = *~* 118.3 lbs

Oct 15th = *~* 117.6 lbs

Oct 22nd = *~* 116.9 lbs

Oct 29th = *~* 116.2 lbs

Nov 5th = *~*  115.5 lbs

Nov 12th = *~* 114.8 lbs

Nov 19th = *~* 114.1 lbs

Nov 26th = *~* 113.4 lbs

Dec 3rd = *~* 112.7 lbs

Dec 10 = *~* 112.0 lbs

Dec 17th = *~* 111.3 lbs

Dec 24th = *~* 110.6 lbs

Dec 31st = GW 110.0 lbs