its been over 3 months...

omg... i can't believe i haven't posted in over 3 months!!!   eeek!   I am soooo sorry to any of my followers that I have disappointed.    but it has been super busy... wedding planning,  funerals, work.....  just life i guess.   anywho.... good news is that i had an appt with my dr, and we decided to d/c all my prescriptions.  this was about a month ago.... so the only prescription i take now is BC.    this has def seemed to help my mood and my weight loss efforts.   i am now down to *drum roll please*  128.6 lbs, as of this mornings weigh in!!   that's my lowest weight of the year and lowest weight is a long time!   woo hoo.   i hope things continue this well.   my goal is to be between 115 and 120 lbs for my wedding, which is in 61 days!   if that is not the ultimate motivator... idk what would be!

here is a pic of my wedding dress... its suppose to be here the middle of the month.   this was also another motivator... when i went to try on dresses and be sized, i had to order this in a size 10!! wtf?!   the lady was like "it's ok, these dresses run small, most everyone has to order 2 sizes up from their normal."  still did not make me feel any better about the situation.   i am hoping to have to have the dress altered once it comes in, i have already lost 5 lbs since she measured me last... so i do feel better about that part...