determined

i am sooo mad at myself, i just let go the past few weeks.... i was sooo close.... soo damn close.   now i am up to 115.2 lbs...  i just want to cry.   i was only 1 pound away from my GW, and i went and screwed it all up.  but am i determined now... i will fast until New Years Eve, and then only have a glass or two of champagne.  hopefully this will get me back on track and closer to my goal.   so here's to coffee, tea and water! bottoms up ;-)