Liebster Award

I am so super pumped that I have been nominated for the Liebster Award.  Thank you NeoHippie!  just recently started following your blog, and i really like it!

so here's a little bit about this award.

so i am very honored! 

so here goes....

1. i have passion for music, i play guitar and sing, and play the violin.  i really wish i would've done more with music and become a performer, but i always felt that i wasn't pretty enough, or thin enough. i started playing guitar when i was 13, and violin when i was 11. 

2. i have an awesome yellow lab named molly, who is the sweetest thing ever. my husband and i drove 3 hours to get her, sight unseen.  shes been a part of our little family for 2 years this month!

3. i absolutely hate cats... which is bad because my husband as two of them!  two black cats... get this... named black cat... wtf?  lol... they drive me crazy, and for no particular reason... i just can't stand kittys.

4. i probably spend a good 2 hours everyday looking at some form of thinspo.  i guess its my little addiction. 

5. i've recently developed a new hobby of sailing, thanks to my wonderful husband.  we have two sailboats, and its alot of fun in the summer.  

6. i'm only 26 and this is my second marriage.  i am 99.9% sure that i got it right this time.  i love my hubby sooo sooo much, and he puts up with my cra-cra moments, so he is for sure a keeper.  my first marriage didn't work because he was an alcoholic, and he was manipulative, and had a way of making me feel worthless.  so glad that is in the past.

7. my favorite band at this time is Civil Wars.  i could listen to them all day.  i actually got to see them perform in a cave in Tennessee, it was the most amazing concert i've ever attended. goosebumps, chills, the whole thing.  i nearly cried earlier this month when they announced they were breaking up.

8. i love my eyes.  they are the most beautiful shade of blue.

9. i am a proud gun owner, and i have my concealed carry permit.  

10. i had lasik eye surgery when i was 18, and i have had 20/15 vision ever since.  

11. i would love to look like keira knightley.

My Answers to NeoHippie

1. What is your favorite day of the year?
- my birthday! even tho i get a year older, i still love that its about me, and i get to do whatever for a day!

2. How old were you when your ED symptoms began?
- about 17 or 18.  i'm pretty sure my manipulated, alcoholic ex-husband helped me to develop my ED.  he always made me feel worthless and unwanted
 
3. What was/is your favorite subject in school and why?
- was - math, any kind, geometry, algebra, as long as it had numbers i loved it.

4.If you could take a vacation anywhere in the world, where would you go?
- i would love to see Ireland

5. If you won millions upon millions on the lottery, what would be your plan for the money?
-i would reduce my work schedule to once a week.  split the money among my parents and 2 sisters families, and then develop a budget for the next 60 years, so that i would be taken care of the rest of my life.  oh and travel and go on a shopping spree and build a new house, of course!

6. What is your dream career?
- be a famous performer, play guitar and sing and tour the world

7. Do you know anyone in person who has an ED, or someone you suspect does?
- not personally... just on-line buddies.

8. Your favorite book?
-Twilight books... yes i am a Twilight junkie.  love the books, and love the movies, and love kristen stewart.
 
9. Do you have any siblings?
- i have two older sisters

10. How old were you when you lost your v-card?
- 17...
 
11. How do you prefer your coffee? 
- i am hooked on the Black Silk Foldgers K-Cups right now, and i add a vanilla flavored splenda packet to it, amazing!

Rowan - Small as a Wish in a Well

aviendha grey - anorexia: the other me i hide to keep

ascendancy - thinsanity.

stillimagining - wanting to live...

beauty at any price - when thin thinkers 

sunshinechild - *petal in the wind*

miss bones jackson - my way to beauty...

a friend of ana - my ways to skinny

slimarific - slimarific

flawed design - flawed design

My Questions to You!
1. what is your biggest fear?
2. what is your current job?
3. how often to you think about food?
4. if you could change one thing about you or your life, what would it be, and why?
5. what is the coolest thing you have ever done?
6. what is your most proud moment?
7. tell me about your first kiss
8. do you believe in a god?
9. are you an organ donor, or do you wish to be?
10. if you have an ED, do you see it as a problem?
11. what is your darkest secret?

THANKS EVERYONE!!!