horrible...

so i'm back to 121.5lbs... this is horrible...  had a bachelorette party this weekend, had two showers as well...  so much food...  eeekkk.   i need to straighten up...  i feel sooo fat...    new plan....  0.2lbs a day.... will get me to 117.8lbs by the wedding and that will be offically underweight at bmi 18.4...   0.2lbs a day is possible....  guess i'm back to starving!  lol