once you cave, ITS OVER

kind of a crappy day...  first off my husband woke me up this morning after about only 2 hours of sleep, (i work at night), with a big plate of fresh cinnamon rolls... now any ordinary/normal girl would love this and think "oh, how sweet."  but not me... i was soo mad, i was thinking "why are you stuffing fattening foods down my throat."  but he was so excited about it, he had made some breakfast, so i had to be the sweet thankful wife and eat one.... but i couldnt stop at one, i had two.... thats the horrible thing about delicious food, once you cave, ITS OVER....   then later we went to my family's house for dinner for my sisters birthday, again, had to eat so no one think anything.... i hated myself...  probably consumed nearly 1000 calories today....  YUCK!