misson: 10 lbs in 3 weeks....

My mission is to lose 10 lbs in the next 3 weeks....  i'm back to 135 lbs... eeek.... and i need to be at 125 lbs....  FAST!   swimsuit season is sneaking around the corner....   my reward for losing 10 lbs will be a new swim suit from VS's... i've always wanted one of the push-up bra swim suits, but never wanted to spend that much on a swim suit... so if i get down to 125 lbs, then i think i deserve a new swimsuit.... and i'm pushing the keurig to my 120 lbs goal...  i can do this....  apples, diet green tea, water and hydroxycut, look out.... cuz that's all im going to be eating... and i hope to do 30 min to 2 hours of elliptical everyday....   i'll keep you posted.

i'm back...

it's been forever it seems like....  ive been working almost everyday, things have just been way to busy.  but i'm back now... getting back on track.... its been like 3 weeks...  i work the next three nights, won't have time for the gym, but i am going thurs, fri and sat and maybe even sunday.   i need to stay on track this time.  really get below 130... and not just barely under, i need to get under 130 and stay there this time.  no more getting side tracked.  i get so frustrated with myself sometimes.  with my inability to stick with diet restrictions... i am weak... sooo weak...  i'm going back to 500 cal or less.  for the past 3 weeks i've been so stressed with work that i let myself go, i ate whatever and didn't work out... yuck!  my belly has paid for it...  so i'm starting hydroxycut this week... hopefully it will help me eat less...  i really need an appetite suppressant...  anyways... i am back... and i need as much support as i can get.  i had planned on doing a 5K at the beginning of May... and now that i havent been to the gym in 3 weeks, i am afraid i wont be able to do it.   its like 7 1/2 weeks away...  this is going to be rough... but i will get through this.  plus i have like 4 1/2 months until the wedding!!  really need to be losing weight.