i'm back...

it's been forever it seems like....  ive been working almost everyday, things have just been way to busy.  but i'm back now... getting back on track.... its been like 3 weeks...  i work the next three nights, won't have time for the gym, but i am going thurs, fri and sat and maybe even sunday.   i need to stay on track this time.  really get below 130... and not just barely under, i need to get under 130 and stay there this time.  no more getting side tracked.  i get so frustrated with myself sometimes.  with my inability to stick with diet restrictions... i am weak... sooo weak...  i'm going back to 500 cal or less.  for the past 3 weeks i've been so stressed with work that i let myself go, i ate whatever and didn't work out... yuck!  my belly has paid for it...  so i'm starting hydroxycut this week... hopefully it will help me eat less...  i really need an appetite suppressant...  anyways... i am back... and i need as much support as i can get.  i had planned on doing a 5K at the beginning of May... and now that i havent been to the gym in 3 weeks, i am afraid i wont be able to do it.   its like 7 1/2 weeks away...  this is going to be rough... but i will get through this.  plus i have like 4 1/2 months until the wedding!!  really need to be losing weight.